Have you ever failed in your life? How do you feel? I ever failed and it was hurting me. I think I passed on that subject, but when I got my final result I am shocked and cried.
My failure I did not pass on Expository Reading. That is the only one subject I did not pass in previous term, and the problem is that subject is prerequisite so I can not go to the next reading, it means my graduation is delayed 6 month. I have a dream I want to graduate as soon as possible because I want to do something very big moment after my graduation. I was very upset and sorry at the time.
I admit that is happened because of my false. I think that subject was easy, so I just let it flow, and I became simpler. When at the end of the lecture, I used my absent ration 3 times, and I used it 3 weeks in a row, what a stupid I am! I regard trivial small things, like used all my absent without care about the lesson, homework, and quiz. I did not do my homework, and I did not study for Final-Term Exam, because I think that is easy. Finally my assignment&Final Term Exam score was bad. I really really really upset and sad. But from that I learn DO NOT EVER REGARD TRIVIAL SMALL THINGS, my boyfriend said "Small things bring big impact", small things like that I did, very bad impact I got. Now I will never regard trivial small things, I will never use my absent because of my laziness like before. I learn to maximal in class, learn teacher well. I learn to be a good student from that, do all my duty with all of my heart. I realize my false and I will never do like that anymore. But I still hope there is a Short-Term on January ( amen ).
In summary, there is a goodness in my failure, I learn a lot from my failure. I will never regard trivial small things anymore. Maybe if I never failed I will not be a good person in my study and I can not be a better person. One thing always in my mind " DO NOT EVER REGARD TRIVIAL SMALL THINGS "

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